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[Mar. 26th, 2007|02:26 am] |
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i really don't know if anyone still reads this but anyways, hi.
just a quick update in toriland
in the last however long since i've done any updating i have:
moved away
had tris move away
gone to college
almost flunked out
hated my roommate
survived a hellishly long winter break
saw the decemberists and of montreal
had an awkward overnight stay with rina
went to portland for a few parties
took lots of writing classes
made some awesome friends
had my very expensive bike stolen
started drawing again
lost weight
gained weight
started listening to idm
played a lot of video games, including wow
realized most of my friends from los angeles were pricks
had some issues
been depressed
been put on antidepressants
got to spring break
got to see tris again
went to rocky horror a handful of times
looked for apartments/houses nearby
eaten at brailes...a lot
missed home
had trouble remembering why i missed home
and updated my livejournal
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| you are here |
[Jan. 18th, 2007|01:22 pm] |
title = happy essay writing machine |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 5th, 2006|10:19 pm] |
"Mistah Kurtz - he dead
A penny for The Old Guy?"
happy fifth.
go blow something up.
i, however, am going to a xiu xiu concert. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 24th, 2006|10:31 am] |
i don't know what all you kids are whining about. college is fun.
then again classes haven't started yet. |
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|01:50 am] |
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next time any of you talk to me, i'll be gone. |
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[Sep. 17th, 2006|01:28 pm] |
i leave tomorrow. it seems like i've been here for years waiting waiting waiting....
tris and i said goodbye for what will be the last time for at least two years. its funny that my entire family kind of expected us to stay together. this is a really big blow to me saying that if you saw the two of us together it didn't take much to see he made me really happy. and now i'm off to oregon and he's off to dublin. in other news, i'm thinking of going up for one of the smaller plays at school, either way i know i have to get a monologue together so maybe i'll just wait it out. duckweb, my school's student website, was down yesterday, so i don't know what books i'm going to need. i'm scared, i'm depressed, i'm excited, i'm nervous and i leave at four am tomorrow. packing my life into boxes was easier than i thought it was going to be, considering all the stuff i have. hopefully everything will be just fine and my head will stop hurting eventually. lets hear it for the eighteen hour drive! i'm off to the yarn store so i can keep myself busy during the ride. whish me luck? |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|10:36 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | tee vee room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nada | ] |
so its thursday, i leave in 11 days.
but the good news is butternut squash is back up!
butternut squash is one of my favourite webcomics and they went down for the summer
bottom line: its awesome, read it.
www.butternutsquash.net
in other news, i might drop by windward sometime this/next week to say hi, so lookout for me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 2nd, 2006|04:38 pm] |
guess what kids?!
i leave in 15 days. |
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[Aug. 25th, 2006|01:19 am] |
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i did sweet fuckall today. and didn't enjoy it. |
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[Aug. 21st, 2006|05:22 pm] |
coming home tomorrowwwwwwwwwwww
thank god. |
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[Aug. 20th, 2006|05:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | squaw valley, CA | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | needa pee. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jawsome live funk | ] |
i'm in tahoe
i'm bored and miss everybody. but not really. i just really miss a few people.
luckily i'm coming home on tuesday. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|08:14 pm] |
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someone come jump around with me. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|10:58 pm] |
blarg.
i'm not ready to make all these transitions and say goodbye to all these people and pack up all my favourites and run away to fairyland and take hard classes and be really busy and make new friends and try new things.
...or maybe i am. |
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| late night musings |
[Aug. 7th, 2006|01:45 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | toriroom | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | neighbours building a methlab | ] |
earlier today i was having a shitty shitty day. it started out decent enough with some killer banana pancakes but ended up with me being cranky, migrane-y, sans boyfriend, and exhausted. not to mention depressed. i attempted several times over the course of the evening to try to make myself something to eat, but each try just warranted a "meh" and a trip back to my room to sit in front of my trusty computer for a little while longer. the last attempt at this was at roughly 10 pm when i got up to make some pasta and had the tv turned to discovery health. my mother was in the kitchen, minding her own business, but just kind of standing there awe struck by the tv. it was somewhat annoying so i asked if she would go watch on one of the other two sets we have in the house. voices were raised, then i explained that i was hungry and trying to eat and didn't really want an audience when i was cooking and eating. exeunt mother. then i trot off to the pantry to go fetch the pasta (the water's already on to boil) when in comes dear old dad, who turns off the tv, and starts to dump out my water, assuming it was just left over even though i'm 10 feet away procuring said noodles and the heat is on. in an attempt to save my water he stops pouring it out, only to slosh some on my leg (this water is about 30 seconds away from boiling, mind you). needless to say at this point i am *pissed off* and sans appetite *yet again.* back to the computer where i sit and mope for a few minutes until tris finally suggests "why not go out?" this is the best idea i've heard since i woke up. but i'm still hesitant to go alone, because i was having a moment of self pity. i eventually throw on some clothes and head out the door, only briefly stopping to tell my parents i was going to swingers for late night sustenance. my mother, in true elizabeth fashion, freaks out and demands to know when i'm going to be home, who i'll be with, where exactly am i going, do i have my cell, phone do i have enough money, etc. its 11 by the time i finally get up there. in true swingers fashion its packed with trendy kids and hip cats. the girls in the booth one down from me couldn't stop putting peanut butter on everything and twittering. i wasn't wearing my tried and true hipster gear so i got a bit of a stare down from the staff. i ordered and food was good and for the first time that day i just kind of smiled and went along with it. and, god damn it, i felt alright. maybe even good for the first time since i woke up at far too early in the am to go have breakfast with aging family friends. i even left a nice tip and had a smile on my face walking out the door. and i know that was a lot of build up for just a little pay off but fuck you because you're just going to see a big block of text from me and go "hrm, i wonder what else went on because i'm far too lazy to read all of that."
ps - i think they're building a meth lab down the street. |
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| stolen from kelsey...again |
[Jul. 11th, 2006|01:19 am] |
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. (lots of people) |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (or ever.) |
✓ I own lots of books. (too many) |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (glasses are teh schmex.) |
✓ I love to play video games. (scII addict in the house) |
✓ I've tried marijuana. (i was young, stupid, and under the influence of older, hipper, more adult people.) |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. (so much entertanment. and no kelsey, i paid you.) |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (not yet. gimme time.) |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. (like a sailor) |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... ) |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|02:05 am] |
i know nobody cares about this, but i'm out of town from the 8th (i should be sleeping because i kind of have to be awake in 3 hours) until the 10th for intro"duck"tion. how cute.
if somebody felt like, you know calling me and doing anything when i get back it'd be lovely. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2006|05:58 pm] |
HOLY FUCK
it SO sucks to be me right now
i'll spare you all details.
but ish. |
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| oh dear jesus, i did what? |
[Jul. 5th, 2006|04:24 pm] |
anime expo was a blast
significantly moreso than last year
friday: friday night tris came to pick me up and i still was only about 50% done with what i had to do so i ran around like a crazy person trying to get shit together for two hours while the poor thing had to talk to my dad and try to be pleased about it then we got food at alejos (if that place didn't exist i probably would've starved by now) and started the trek to orange county (what i put up with, jesus.). once down there we were more tired than anything else so we decided to not call my friends that were already down there or do any con stuff, because, well, tris tries to deny that he's a total dork. we ended up eventually falling asleep sometime around 2ish despite close contact in a stuffy house in orange county with no ac.
saturday: i wake up sometime in the am to a parrot screeching and the sun blaring in my face then fall back asleep only to be woken up by tris' alarm, tris' phone, and my phone all 30 minutes away from each other. around 11ish we finally managed to get up and dressed and made our way down to the hilton. he dropped me off in care of ryan, steph, tear, and one of ryan's friends and then we went up to the room and talked gaia for a while while one of my three male roommates proceeded to sit in a corner drinking soda and mumbling to himself. when we finally got bored i went down to go get my registration taken care of and the line was about four hours long but thankfully one of my friends from last year saw me and was in the front of the line, so i had to wait for about thirty minutes. not too shabby. i didnt' really spend all that much time in the hall before it closed and i grabbed some really sketch chinese food. later that night tris came back and we kidnapped steph, ryan, and friend of ryan and steph and took them all to rocky. rocky was rocky. i lost my voice and got to devirginize a marine. i still miss sins though. next time i'll be able to go is looking more and more like the 22nd, assuming i still have cash left over from labyrinth of jareth (which is 10 days away and i still don't have my dress). then, somehow i ended up at tris' again and i have no recollection of falling asleep.
this is the part that i'm too tired to keep on going so i stop and promise you sunday and monday details later. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|08:16 pm] |
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i've got a gash in my thumb and dorkier plans for the weekend than you. guaranteed. |
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